Excited, nervous, afraid… it’s hard to describe my feeling now.
Tomorrow will be the first day of my new college. I have waited for it for three months. I choose this school by chance, but the program is what I’m really interested in. It should be lucky. However, I can’t help worrying about something.
I came to Vancouver for studying MBA program as well as beginning a new living abroad. It went favorably until I found this program was totally unsuitable for me. I determinedly dropped it though I lost around $7000 from this case. That because I’m the person who’s uncompromisingly sticking to her dream. Although it’ll be only a diploma degree, the new course is what I really want to learn. I never regret having this choice, and my parents support me as well.
But… I’m really worrying about that the course maybe not as good as my expectation; I’m afraid I would be the worst English-speaking student; I fear if it worth having a diploma degree instead of a master degree; I doubt if I will succeed in it… Many Chinese international students choose to study management or computer here for a better job in the future. I also wish an easy-gotten job in the future. But I can’t ignore the dream in my heart.
Realism or dream, which is more important to us? Which should be considered first in our true life?